Be courageous! Have faith! Go forward!

-Thomas Edison

Over over over over.

This addiction has got to stop.

So fucking disillusioned right now.

Even when I thought things were good they weren't.

But such is life I guess.

I'm going to starve myself in my room for a bit. Make my bones feel clean.

Moving

On Wednesday now. I can't stand this sitting around in my empty room all alone worrying about Pearl and Seychelle and the house and everything anymore, even though it's only been a few days. I think I can handle this and hopefully I won't need to come back in September for that psychiatrist appointment.

I think getting away from a certain someone will be good for me. I know you won't visit. But I think I'm ok with that for the time being.

Photoshoot with Hunter tomorrow. I'm excitedededed.

Made the thing on the right from screenshots from a video on Youtube. Probably illegal/unethical/blah blah blah don't care. They're so sweet. They remind me of fish fighting which everyone thinks they are kissing but they're not.

Which gives me ideas.