^^^^ date.

I've been in a pretty good place lately. I feel like I've finally found my real friends and weeded out the impostors. No fun. I'd like to be like Eleanor Roosevelt and find the goodness in everyone, and I do, some people are just not ready to let that part of them come to the front. And that's ok. Everything people do is in self defense, for some stupid reason. We're all wounded animals. It's ok. I understand.

Recently things with you have been feeling nicely uncomfortable. You make my tummy hurt a little and make me weak in the knees. That's ok. I kind of feel like we've started over. Hopefully. Maybe. I miss those days. I miss our first kiss and my helpless naivete. And muffin and cupcake and love bear and lady bear and all of our silly things. My fingers are crossed but I'm willing to work for this. I'm not just going to rely on my superstitions and blind faith anymore.

Speaking of faith, my faith in photography has been restored. This is still what I want to do. I'm going to do it some day, no matter what. I mean I do it now (EVERY DAY) I just hope one day I can get paid for it. Work work work love love love.

Thanks Jeremy for checking out my blog. =) I'm going to start posting more work oriented blogs. Next blog: Things NOT To Do At a Book Store EVER Unless You Want To Die.