Tonight

Weirdly emotional.

Grandma and I watched the latter half of Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants 2 and it made me cry a little. I've always identified with the Tibby character in a weird way. Not that I'm admitting to reading those books or watching the movies. No way.

Ahem.

Anyways. So then my grandma told me about how she feels responsible for my mom's weight problems and I was going to put the story on here but it makes me tear up a little so I guess I can't right now, it's probably for the better anyways.

But it makes me feel horrible, the way parents feel responsible for every little flaw you might have, like it is some shortcoming on their part. Sometimes I feel like I must be the heaviest weight on my parent's shoulders.

So we had a good cry fest over that and watched Girl With a Pearl Earring and now I can't sleep again but neither does my grandma so I guess it's a family trait.

My mom and my grandma seem to think I resemble Scarlett Johansson but I don't see it. Grandma says we make the same expressions which I'm a little offended by because she's always seemed a little dopey to me, but ok. I still think I look the most like Kate Winslet circa Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. That picture makes me a little sad. 

I guess I'll turn off the light now and fight with these pillows for awhile.