Don't feel bad for me.

I don't feel bad for myself. I bring it all upon myself.

I'm so stupid. You would think that after so mistakes each one would hurt less, but this is not the case. The same mistake hurts every time if not more each time.

My feelings are laid bare for all to see all the time and I feel it all.

"People have free will. Able to hurt each other. It's not all you."

"Sometimes I feel like if someone doesn't acknowledge it as hurt it doesn't exist."