2.) You can't say sorry. No matter what. I think you've only said sorry to me about 3 times during the whole course I've known you. And it was sarcastic or for things that didn't matter, like stepping on my foot or something.
3.) Every time I close my eyes or I'm not thinking of something else, I think of you, and that indubitably leads me to think about the shitty things you have done.
4.) You think you're so fucking perfect and everyone is below you.
5.) You know you're attractive and you use it like a weapon.
6.) You're a womanizer. You love dumb bitches. You love using them.
7.) Of you, I've lost my faith in fidelity.
8.) You use me. For sex, for things that I give you, for favors I've done for you.
9.) You've never given me anything except at Christmas, and except for things you didn't want anymore, and you're an indian giver. Normally I wouldn't give a shit but now it's just another thing I despise about you.
10.) You ruined my birthday.
11.) You don't care about anyone else's feelings, only your current needs and wants.
12.) You're really close-minded. You refuse to try new things, listen to different music, look at different art, watch anything other than 80s films, yet you tout yourself as different, as this hipster god.
13.) You will say anything to impress anyone, especially girls. Even lie.
14.) You are really really mean to me when I cry. Instead of just awkwardly patting me on the back and telling me if will be ok like you probably should you get mad at me and yell at me.
15.) You don't like going for walks. You complain constantly about driving but if I make you walk 10 feet you bitch about it.
16.) You don't take care of yourself at all and you won't let anyone else help you. You blame most of your mistakes or the dumb things you do at night on being drunk.
17.) You doubt that I love you.
18.) I constantly have to try to decode everything you do, try to find the real motive for it, and yet you never do the same for me. You see me getting upset and you instantly just think I'm crazy. You don't stop and think about it, you just get defensive or pissed off.
19.) You know how I feel about her. And you don't care. I know how you feel about certain people, and I just don't talk to them. I care about you that much that I would give up certain "friends" for you.
20.) You say the same things to other girls you say to me. I hate that so much. It makes it seem worthless.
21.) You've led me on for about 3 months now, hanging a relationship over my head so you can get what you want from me.
22.) You are in fact vindictive. Whenever we get into a fight you run off to talk to some girl I feel insecure about. You go and have oral sex with one of them. I would never do that to you. Maybe I should start since it seems to work for you.
23.) Whenever your best friend is around, you lose your head. You do asshole things. Even though he isn't fucking you, even though he isn't the one you call when you get in trouble or get lost coming out of Richmond and talk on the phone with for like 2 hours, you always stand by his side, even when he is so so so wrong and has no idea what the situation is. Think for your fucking self.
24.) You never tell anyone your middle name. Who the fuck is that insecure. It can't be that bad.
25.) Instead of comforting me about my insecurities, instead of saying, look I can understand why you're upset but you have nothing to worry about, I love you, you just get pissed off and defensive. Yep. That really convinces me nothing is going on.
26.) Sometimes you won't make eye contact with me when we're having sex.
27.) You're kind of an asshole when you sleep. When you're happy with me you're a really great cuddler but when you're not you just turn away and throw my arm off of you.
28.) The whole trailer park boys speak is really fucking annoying sometimes. Really.
29.) It's really not funny to say I hate you.
30.) All girls go through people's cell phones. It's just something we do, especially if we feel suspicious, and so far I've never been proven wrong.
31.) You make me seem like a big fucking fool in front of your friends. Oh, there's Corey's stupid ex girlfriend. You really shouldn't let me hang around you.
32.) You say I make assumptions but so do you.
33.) You tell people I'm psychotic. You talk shit about me.
34.) You don't respect my boundaries. I tell you to leave me alone and you won't. What the fuck do you want from me anyways.
35.) You made out with someone and the next day called me as if nothing had happened asking for favors, and I fell for it, because I trusted you and because you lied to me about the situation.
36.) Every time I've trusted you, you've let me down.
37.) You're only a photographer sometimes, when it makes you look good, and you waste your talent on stupid shit like taking pictures of assholes at dumb clubs.
38.) You asked me to be your girlfriend again when you got back from Georgia, and then deleted my comments the next day and refused to change your status and acted as if it never happened. That is really fucked up. Really.
39.) You infiltrate my group of friends so now it's almost impossible for me to go anywhere at night without you fucking being there or me having a panic attack about you being there.
40.) I know this is just the excuse you've been looking for to finally get rid of me. I know you're not going to try to contact me or come see me or make this right. You don't care, you've made that abundantly clear. And that makes me question ever loving you in the first place.
I never want to see you again. I want my key back. I want my flannel back. I'll never mention your name again if you never mention mine.
sigh.
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