(Well I can't delete my myspace because the email is no longer active but I told Pearl to change the password to something complicated and numerical that she won't remember and not tell me.)
Thinking about getting rid of my cell phone for good.
I lived so long without it I don't need it.
I can just use Pearl's phone in emergencies. In the meantime I'm turning this off. If you want my house phone contact Pearl. Chances are I won't answer though, the phone in my room doesn't even work anymore I don't think.
I need to be alone for awhile. I need to sleep and dream and not eat and not get out of bed for awhile. I need to be dead for awhile.
I need to reconsider why I've been put on this earth and whether I want to stay here anymore.
I hate people. I hate society. I hate everyone. I hate myself. I hate everything.
No one can be trusted. Just remember that. And never trust happiness. Everything is a fucking lie.
:[ i wish i knew you in the real instead of here and myspac because you kick ass.
ReplyDeletebut yea, totally agree with everything you said. its retarded though because I've done that for about a week laying in bed not eating just thinking and then i tried to go back into the world and realized I'm more comfortably alone and now make excuses when people want to hang. SUCKS MAJOR. Not saying this will happen to you, just sayingggggg.
I wish you all the luck with the sorting of your mind.
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