8.14.2009

The worst part

I can't even cry right now.
Just that sinking feeling of dread and my mind mocking me.
I told you so I told you so I told you so.
You stupid silly girl.
I still have hope. I wish I could extinguish it forever so this would never happen again.
Next time. Next time you will be prettier, wittier, better. I will love you forever if you can just do these things.
I'm not sure I believe in possession, but I sure can see how people might think the voice in their mind could be Satan.

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